Yesterday, I talked a little about the effect of a Jupiter/Uranus flash of insight. I can be overly passionate (Jupiter) about my great idea for that moment in time (Uranus).
But we're all wobbling these days, all around the world. More personally though, my Libra and Pisces placements can be extremely indecisive. Additionally, Saturn is reaching new territory in my chart, a place he hasn't been since I was an infant, my 6th house. I have to get serious (Saturn) about my work (6th house). Meaning, I need to put in the effort if I want to reap any rewards from this transit. Recently, Saturn returned to his natal position in my chart and all those feelings that come along with turning 30 have come rushing to the forefront of my consciousness.
"I just got married! Why don't I have a baby yet? What am I doing with my career? Why aren't I as successful as I imagined? etc etc etc"
The idea of becoming an art teacher excites me, but so do a million other ideas that I have about what I want to do when I grow up...which is about two months from now when I turn 30. This is where the issues in my chart become blatantly clear while the transits are forcing me to make some decisions about my life. I wish I could shut off the analyzing part of my brain and turn on the act now button.
We shall just wait and see, but for now, the house needs cleaning.
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Showing posts with label Saturn. Show all posts
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Cranky
I have been one cranky bitch lately, and it's getting worse.
Now, normally I'm pretty cheerful; I prefer (being ruled by Venus and all) harmony, comfort and being happy. But it's been a struggle to be like that lately. I don't mean the last few days or weeks or even months, I mean the last few frickin years. It's like the ups and downs of the natural hormonal cycle are constantly on their way down.
Perhaps I haven't been paying enough attention to the ups.
Regardless, I am even more restless thanks to transiting Uranus conjuncting my natal Venus/Sun/Mars. So on top of being hormonal, I'm restless too. Moods are constantly swinging, which adds to the "get the hell outta here" feelings.
I'm not used to staying either. I'm used to flying away when things get boring/uncomfortable.
But I feel stuck in it lately, and it's not changing because I'm not running away and I just don't have any other idea how to fix it. Hooray.
Saturn will continue to elevate this enormous feeling of treading water and getting nowhere during his transit to opposition with Uranus (this will be exact in Sept). I'm just trying to figure out what I can do in the mean time, so I don't feel like I'm just wasting my time (another Saturn theme...)
Weeeee!
Now, normally I'm pretty cheerful; I prefer (being ruled by Venus and all) harmony, comfort and being happy. But it's been a struggle to be like that lately. I don't mean the last few days or weeks or even months, I mean the last few frickin years. It's like the ups and downs of the natural hormonal cycle are constantly on their way down.
Perhaps I haven't been paying enough attention to the ups.
Regardless, I am even more restless thanks to transiting Uranus conjuncting my natal Venus/Sun/Mars. So on top of being hormonal, I'm restless too. Moods are constantly swinging, which adds to the "get the hell outta here" feelings.
I'm not used to staying either. I'm used to flying away when things get boring/uncomfortable.
But I feel stuck in it lately, and it's not changing because I'm not running away and I just don't have any other idea how to fix it. Hooray.
Saturn will continue to elevate this enormous feeling of treading water and getting nowhere during his transit to opposition with Uranus (this will be exact in Sept). I'm just trying to figure out what I can do in the mean time, so I don't feel like I'm just wasting my time (another Saturn theme...)
Weeeee!
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