Every day is different from the one before. Today is better than the last and tomorrow might be worse than yesterday, but it's bound to happen anyway.
I'm in a much better mood here, my music is working and I can plug along and get my work done while listening. I've noticed that there is always some relief when the moon enters Pisces. It's like I can breathe again.
But there is trauma other places, and I just don't know how to put out the fires, not that I could if I tried anyhow. Some of those issues and problems are too deeply rooted to even attempt to dig out from the soil.
But I can at least take comfort in my own self satisfaction for this moment, today. I feel happy with me and that's all that I can do right now, that's all I have time to focus on.