There was a time when I started my new job here, that I would come in to work, do the stuff I needed to do in the morning and have most of the afternoon for myself. I was efficient, quick, organized.
There was a time when I would write near daily in my livejournal, even if I had nothing particularly interesting to say.
In my list of posts, I have a ton of drafts that have yet to be completed. And you know what those are about? A lack of focus. Hm.
Not a coincidence clearly, that there was a time when I was more organized and then there is now. I am not focused, disorganized, I slack daily, I am not in my own mind. There was a time when Neptune, Jupiter and Chiron did not transit my Mercury. I can't wait for this cloud to lift.